I need a friend

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Originally Posted by Janet

Have you talked with his Dr to make sure he's on the right medication for him. It must be so awful feeling the way you described. I don't know of anyone to help you, but have you googled for bi-polar support groups?

I do hope you can find help through all you're going through, but until then, you can still vent with us and share your feelings.

Thank you Janet...You have to be one of the sweetest people.
I have spoken with his med prescriber several times. hubby has been on med for almost a year now but, she has to keep adjusting them so I'm really not seeing much improvement...I do see some so, that's a good thing. I know this is going to take time but in the meantime it is tearing my heart out. As I've said in another post, I work in a counseling center and get ALOT of support from my co-workers. I have started seeing his therapist...only saw her once but, have another appt on the 31st of this month. I also joined a forum called "find the light" it has good info on it but it is mainly for people with mood disorders, bi-polar, depression...any and every disorder you can think of. I have pm'd a few people on the site but, I need somone that is in my situation. Hubby has had alot happen to him in his life. His bio dad just came into his life a 1 1/2 yrs ago. Hubby didn't even think he was alive! He left before hubby was born and hub only saw him once when he was about 2 yrs old. Next time he saw his father hub was 44. He is having alot of issues with this...alot has happened...It is a love/hate relationship. His father also is bi-polar with a mood disorder and when he come here it's horrible for me..I don't know what to do with myself. His fater is very confrontational and so is hub so when they get started I want to pull my hair out by the roots! After a while I just can't take it anymore and end up telling them to STOP IT! THIS IS RIDICULOUS!!I almost wish his father had never come into our lives...Is that a horrible thing to say?
There is SOOOOO much more, but, my fingers would go numb from typing and I don't want to bore people...I just thank GOD that I have this place to come to to vent...even though I'm not here often. I love you all on here...

Thanks for letting me vent.....once again

Hugs to all of you and thank you for the prayers
Brenda