Feeling low today

[Marilyn]

Awww, Rhonda, you are going to fit right in here!!!!!

[Janet]

That's what I was going to say Marilyn. Rhonda, that was very sweet!

[Ponyup]

Thank you for the hugs I really need them right now. My boss says i have nothing to worry about with my job. She wants to move me in a different direction that she thinks I will like and excel at. So that should be good.

As for my toe, i'm still freaked out. I've done tons of research & talked to my doctor & everyone says i'm prefectly normal, but I'm so afraid of what my skin looks like under the dead blister skin. I know I need to find a way to relax & just wait, but that is so hard for me. I've prayed for God to bring me peace about the situation, but it doesn't seem to work. I'm still very upset. i know i just have to be patience. My doctor said I'm taking very good care of it & the blister skin will start to peal off shortly. I'm still very worried about what it will look like underneath so I put a call into the office this morning for her to call me. So hopefully she does soon.

You know I am a Chief of an EMS department and sometimes my members are like what the heck is the Boss thinking I see in them what they do not see in themselves. That is why I am the Boss I have people who THINK they will make a good Officer and ones I KNOW will make a good Officer. So many people fall into a COMFORT zone with their jobs and I think a good leader says That person needs to come out of their comfort zone and develop/excel in another area.
Did that make sense?
Your Boss sees something in you and they want you to excel!!!
Your Boss maybe giving it to this other person for justification of a termination!

[Ponyup]

Originally Posted by Rhonda

You know I am a Chief of an EMS department and sometimes my members are like what the heck is the Boss thinking I see in them what they do not see in themselves. That is why I am the Boss I have people who THINK they will make a good Officer and ones I KNOW will make a good Officer. So many people fall into a COMFORT zone with their jobs and I think a good leader says That person needs to come out of their comfort zone and develop/excel in another area.
Did that make sense?
Your Boss sees something in you and they want you to excel!!!
Your Boss maybe giving it to this other person for justification of a termination!

Thanks Rhonda, I think they think this other person needs more supervision or something. Everyone knows I don't need supervision just a direction & i'll be good. I think that's why I get to stay under my current boss & he has to be to another boss. I believe my boss is excited with the new freedom she has for my skills. It could turn out to be really good & excited for me. I'll just have to wait & see. And breathe.

[Janet]

I was also wondering if maybe you should see your Dr. about these feelings you're having about your toe. Maybe he can give you something to relieve the anxiety a little bit. I love my Xanax, but only use it when absolutely necessary. I hate for you to be so on edge about this.

[Ponyup]

I have xanax I just try not to take it too much. I take a half of pill before bed & that seems to help me at least sleep. I talked to a girl on line today that said i'm totally normal & this skin will peel off like a sun burn. I really hope it happens soon. But i'm starting to feel a bit better.

I may take a half of xanax as soon as i get home so I can have a better dinner with my g-pa tonight. Right now I'm just thinking of the worst things that can happen & none of them are really that bad, so I really have nothing to be worried about. Now if only my head could convince my stomach.