Telling my mom today.

[Ponyup]

I have an appointment to see a counselor on March 4th. I'm also going to talk to my sister in law tonight who has a masters in psychology. I didn't want to talk to her because she told me not to get it in the first place, but she drug it out of me. I don't hide my emotions very well. She thinks she might have some insights that might help. I'm actually feeling better today. I've told my mom, a lady @ work & my sister in law. The more people I tell the better i feel. I think my problem is I'm so embarrased that i made this decision & then regretted it immediately, I feel so stupid. But their was no way I could of known & the more people I tell the less embarrased I feel. I really appreciate the support you all have provided. Once I get my ducks in a row I will do the same for all of you.