Rant!

[Blueyes]

Yep..it's a FINE night for a pity party! It's just so maddening when even the best docs don't have a clue. It's so hard to watch the people we love suffer and be afraid. Then when my mind starts on the "what ifs".... it's hard to know what to do with all of that anger and fear... and you can't really share that with the person that's sick because he's got enough to worry about.

I'm so sorry you and Gary are having such a bad time right now. I always say to myself "this too shall pass", but my heart really screams...WHAT IF IT DOESN'T????? I know how your gut feels right now Gayle, and all I can say is that I love you.