so awkward...

[Lindsey]

I went to school this morning fully ready to explain my situation, that even when they fall asleep i'm so stressed out I'm up all night. I started out by asking the girl if she would mind if they slept at her house tonight and she BURST OUT LAUGHING! She said yeah, but just the fact that she laughed at me made me so mad I just quit talking to her. The other girl in my class, who is now like the only real friend I have here, was so sympathetic when she saw me this morning. She said "oh you look so tired!" and I told her I slept 3 hours last night. The first girl was like "'I'm sorry! I really am!"with a huge smile on her face.
She wants everyone to know so badly. If I threaten to tell, she'd definitely come over more. My roommate is the only one who really really doesn't want it to get out, and I'm not near comfortable enough to discuss anything with him. Her and I having a fight right now would make for a very awkward three months when we have to sit together every day, all day. She's also good friends with my boyfriend. She grew up with his roommate and their whole group of friends, so if something happened I would feel excluded from the group.
I really don't know what else I can do but suck it up for 3 more months.